A man’s chest is a girl’s comfort zone. It is a warm feeling when a girl is leaning her head through a guy’s chest. It is not just about lust or anything. But, it is way to comfort herself. There’s a sense of security when you just feel the lovely curves in his chest. It’s like listening to his heartbeat and feeling her breath beneath your hair. You’ll talk about happy things and you can fall asleep. It’s one of the best yet simple moments that you can cherish with the person that you love so much.
I’ve honestly had it with you, I’m sick of your bullshit. I can act like everything is okay and put on a face that everything is okay but it isn’t. You’re so fucking selfish, whether you see it or not. I can’t stress how much shit has changed between us and how drastically you can change and switch up on me. I ain’t saying you weren’t a good boyfriend, which you were in the beg. stages of us being together. But honestly, I’m so fed up with your constant excuses, you act as if we aren’t in a long distance relationship. I fucked up as soon as I let my guard down and let you in. I don’t know what happened to you. The nigga that I fell for in the first place, the nigga that made me fall deeper and deeper. I’ve never been the type to put up with any niggas bullshit and I put my pride and my happiness aside for you. You know it’s funny, people use to ask me why do I continue to put up with it? And I guess I saw potential in what we COULD have had and I felt as if you were perfect. I fell deep for a man that always asked me what was wrong, called me when he was out, called me before he slept, texted me within 5-10 minutes each text, explained to me why he had so much love for me, and always wanted to talk to me. But shits changed, maybe for the better? Maybe for the worst, but I can’t put up with it anymore. If you can’t make time for me knowing we’re in a long distance relationship, I know it’s best if we end it right here, right now. I ain’t never cried for a nigga and stayed, smoked a stoge because I was stressed over a nigga, and I sure as hell ain’t going to start now.
Please don’t tell me you care about me and then blow me off when I need you the most.
“You are the reason why I’m smilin’, Everyday. The only person who can make me feel this way.” ♥